Question Your Existence

Understand, the less you think, the more you believe and believing is a loop of mind where you would even form your thinking along with that belief because if your foundation is your belief, then everything you think would get back to your belief and that's why people in pain have more hope and run towards god constantly because that's their foundation and that's what we teach ourselves and make us believe subconsciously.

Erik Erikson deeply clarified; in the social jungle of human existence, there is no feeling of being alive without a sense of identity. It's been more than 180 days when I've been living all alone with my deep solitude in my studio apartment, analysing all the relationships and events around me and understanding my on-going thoughts and soul. Its feeling like I'm getting comfortable in the chaos and peace which I have been avoiding for years. You know, we constantly avoid situations where we don't find ourselves pleasurable and contented, and engage ourselves in the easy pleasures of life so we never have to think about void again and again and get the space to become gloomy. Sadness, that's what we all avoid for our entire life like it's taking something from us. Existing beliefs, norms, situations and habits are more dangerous than knowing nothing. I read somewhere that reflects; humankind's look for purpose is the absurdity of avoiding the existence of life. As soon as we are born, we all look for our identity but how we can question and understand what makes us feel good when there's already a predetermined path decided and believed by others which we are forced to follow subconsciously. This is deeply miserable.

Being in my life actively, I understood, people don't love you for who you are but they love the fulfilment that you provide for the void inside their soul and its damn true as when you really understand your soul, you would become complete and love people and rarely ask for anything because such people don't fall into that trap of their own void but they choose people and events consciously. It's like, choosing people consciously and going where your soul allows.

We avoid pain and stressful situations most and that's why they give us pain because we were avoiding them instead of understanding and when you avoid something, its intensity of pain in that situation automatically rises. The pain we perceive is not constant but depends on who we are and how much we are avoiding it.

The absurdity of looking for something to do every time is making our idleness so weak that when we sit alone for a few minutes, we eat ourselves completely because we never cared to sit like that and to escape, we have pleasures and a lot of things that can make us feel worthy. We are so afraid of being alone that we do anything to make us feel busy. Hence, when you are constantly doing something, how you can think well!

Question your Existence, 30 Minutes Read will unlock your true potential of your thinking spontaneously and will let you understand your soul truly and help you filling your void with true things. The world is trying to make you what you aren't and that's why you need to let yourself free from all the cages. You would never know how strongly you are caged until you try to free yourself!

Respect yourself, love yourself because there has never been a person like you and there will never be again. - Osho.