They say life has a way of making you live it. No truer words have ever been spoken. At the peak, at the very top, the height of my fame, something happened. Itâs called life. Just when I thought it couldnât get any better, it went and got worse. I donât blame anyone else but myself. Too busy ballinâ outta control to notice what was going on with the real world. I thought I was slick, thought I could outsmart life, but the Good Lord looked me in the eye and like Biggie, said, âYou dead wrong.â By the time my high came down, I was out of it, left and right. The queen had to give up her crown and go back to stomping grapes with the rest of the kingdom. Iâve come a long way in the past few months. No doubt Iâve still got a long way to go. Iâll never get over it but I can try and move on. Iâve buried my demons and made peace with my past. If anyone didnât like it, they can kiss my honey-brown ass. Iâm not proud of any of it. But I did what I had to do to survive. I heard a funny statement the other day. Something like, âItâs a cold world out there, and if you ainât under the umbrella, you gonna get rained on.â Lord knows I was soakinâ wet.