The weird dynamic of MENTAL HEALTH ... in love relationships: essays about duality
About this ebook
Making all clear in front of the public, but not being afraid or ashamed.
Not anymore.
Having probably the only real conclusion that ... in fact ... the love stories are extremely risky for our mental health.
No matter who we might be.
And ... it's not about the partner, but probably because ... i don't really know how to react in front of so many contradictory emotions.
Feeling overwhelmed.
Then ... ruined.
Or even totally destroyed.
Most certainly ready ... for becoming patient at the mental health hospital.
So ... I like it or not ... the dynamic itself is weird.
All is so beautiful ... but then something happens ... and i totally lose the control of myself.
Feeling lost.
Hopeless.
Without any real chance to be saved.
Fortunately or unfortunately ... any end is the beginning of a new start.
And ... the next thing i do after the breakup ... is to look at another soul that will be suitable to accompany me ... into this strange journey, called ... life.
Feeling addicted of women.
Of their energies.
No matter of ... risks.
Losing my minds becoming ... simply normality.
Part of life.
About the author
I've started to write my first book at 16 ... but then ... realizing i could not publish it ... i've abandoned the idea of being a ... writer.
20 years later ... i've started to write again ... believing i will finally succeed ... but i've failed one more time ... not getting the success i was chasing for.
Another 5 years later ... i've started one more time to write ... but this time ... more as a therapy.
It's what i've defined as ... self therapy.
I was analyzing and defining lots of weird ideas ... that were a lot related to me ... and my own soul.
I totally forgot that i was chasing for success.
I was simple writing my thoughts ... in essays ... becoming this way ... maybe not a writer .... but what many define as ... an essayist.
This is not a poet ... and not a writer.
Or maybe is kind of a poet that is incapable of writing poetry ... but is still expressing his thoughts ... into a similar way ... as a poet.
And is not a writer ... cause have not the ability to write for too long time ... about the same subject.
But maybe i am not an essayist... either.
I am just an ordinary person ... that could be better defined ... as a thinker.
Analyzing ... and defining my life ... practicing this process called ... self therapy ... i started to understand life ... and the way to better paths which i should follow.
And i've wrote ... and wrote ... and wrote ... realizing one day that i've published tens of books .... not really understanding how the hell I've succeeded doing that.
Today i dare to recommend writing ... as a therapy.
I could even say ... it's a simple way of understanding who we are ... but also a process that could help us ... heal our souls.
I personally continue to ... write.
It's in fact ... a non ending story that ... at least for myself ... will probably continue for the rest of my life.
But over all ... i am glad ... i am doing it.
I continue my philosophical journey ... not being able to define myself for clear as a writer or an essayist... but ...
Well .... most probably... i am on a good path.
And ... i would dare to recommend to everyone ... all what i am doing today.
